The effects you have on me drives me insane. You make me feel a certain way that i have never felt before. You make laugh the way I never laughed before. You make me smile the way I have never smiled before. Your love has effected me to the point that I love for the first time. But I guess what I am trying to say is....I LOVE YOU! and you have such an effected on me that drives me insane when your not around!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Ugh Work...i hate work but LOVE money
Ugh i hate going to work. i don't do anything there but sit around all day and make my co workers do all the work...lol...naw but really my job isnt that bad if we didnt have lazy people in this world (too damn lazy to pick up a shoe) and my Manager UGH i cant stand that ol' peanut eatin elephant ass man, he works my nerves. He's always tellin me what i don't do but what i do do he doesn't say thank you or nice job or anything. My mexican(messy co-workers) DON'T GET ME WRONG I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEXICANS but the ones that work with me are so BITCHES. They always talkin shit and lazy as fuck. The only time i actually enjoy going to work is when im working with Whitney, Marques, Tasha, or Danny b/c they keep me laughing...lol
but yea working sux but it pays my bills
Friends
Ive had so many friends over the past years. But now I only have 4 that i call my TRUE friends. I don't understand why people can act as your friends and when your not around they are talking shit about you. I don't understand how you can call me a friend but you are consistently lying to me. In order to have a stable friendship one must have Honesty, Trust, Loyalty, and Respect.
I try my hardest to cope with your neediness of attention but it seems like that's not enough. I give you my advice/opinion when its needed and wanted...I've always been there for you but like i said it must not be enough. But i came to an Conclusion i guess your just not happy with yourself...idk maybe? But whatever it is i hope you come to your senses soon so our friendship and go back to normal b/c we've been friends for too long to just stop now.
I just want my OLD friend back!
I try my hardest to cope with your neediness of attention but it seems like that's not enough. I give you my advice/opinion when its needed and wanted...I've always been there for you but like i said it must not be enough. But i came to an Conclusion i guess your just not happy with yourself...idk maybe? But whatever it is i hope you come to your senses soon so our friendship and go back to normal b/c we've been friends for too long to just stop now.
I just want my OLD friend back!
My Favorite Quotes
"If God wanted women to Chase after men He would of made them Worth Chasing"
"If our to loves be 1 thou love so alike that none could 2nd none can tie"-Tristan and Isoilde
"Money on ma mind/ money is a habit/ stay on the grind until money is automatic/ bitch i love money/ im a fuckin fanatic" -complements to Weezy F.
"Don't let your happening destroy your happines"
"I must be one important person for my name to steadily come out your mouth"
"I love it I need more haters in my life because all it does is motivate me to do more things for you to hate on"
"NO! BlaCk SPOTS" lol (insider) stupid lady
"You are clearly a PsyCho that is filled with MooD SwiNgs"
"Damn lil WhoAdy" lmao (insider)
"LoVe me or HaTe me it's StiLL ObeSSion"
"If our to loves be 1 thou love so alike that none could 2nd none can tie"-Tristan and Isoilde
"Money on ma mind/ money is a habit/ stay on the grind until money is automatic/ bitch i love money/ im a fuckin fanatic" -complements to Weezy F.
"Don't let your happening destroy your happines"
"I must be one important person for my name to steadily come out your mouth"
"I love it I need more haters in my life because all it does is motivate me to do more things for you to hate on"
"NO! BlaCk SPOTS" lol (insider) stupid lady
"You are clearly a PsyCho that is filled with MooD SwiNgs"
"Damn lil WhoAdy" lmao (insider)
"LoVe me or HaTe me it's StiLL ObeSSion"
Feb. 22. 2008
my first blog...lol
Feb.22.08n i s an important day b/c ive started my new life, and not b/c i made a blog. Today i've learned to leave the past in the past and pursue the future. I was talking to a new friend of mine and he was telling me i should focus on me and what i want instead of trying to fulfil someone elses happiness when im not fulfiled. But i honestly think im starting to fall for this guy. He always seems to say the right things to make me feel better. He is so nice, smart, and such a gentleman. He is a guy ive never met until now. At first i was kind of hesitate about talking to him b/c i felt i wasnt ready b/c i was letting my PAST stop me from my future, but i think that all changed today. I might just give my new friend a chance.
Feb.22.08n i s an important day b/c ive started my new life, and not b/c i made a blog. Today i've learned to leave the past in the past and pursue the future. I was talking to a new friend of mine and he was telling me i should focus on me and what i want instead of trying to fulfil someone elses happiness when im not fulfiled. But i honestly think im starting to fall for this guy. He always seems to say the right things to make me feel better. He is so nice, smart, and such a gentleman. He is a guy ive never met until now. At first i was kind of hesitate about talking to him b/c i felt i wasnt ready b/c i was letting my PAST stop me from my future, but i think that all changed today. I might just give my new friend a chance.
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