Saturday, November 15, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
I VOTED
I waited patiently with other to vote.
I walked up to the poll workers.
I gave my name.
I walked to the polls.
I voted the best choice.
I VOTED for Barack Obama!
I turned my ballot in.
I received my "I VOTED" sticker.
I am a VOTER! And it feels DAMN GOOD, to know that I have a voice to be heard.
Monday, November 3, 2008
The IMPORTANCE of November 4, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
its been a while!
noooooooo :-(
Summer 2008 was very interesting
Learned a lot about people and who we call friends.
I want to give a shout out to my bestfriend KIY! Even though we didnt spend a lot of time with eachother this summer because of our crazy work schedules but i promise you i will be in Merced with you one weekend to mess up your apartment. And summer 2009 will be even better because we will both be driving...FINALLY...lol...Kiy i LOVE you with all my heart and you are always there for me no matter what. But anyway winter, spring, and summer break we are going to have fun!
Summer 2008 i met a bunch of new people
i have grew to adore.
Summer 2008 i learned a lot about myself
i learned what i want to acheive in my life time
i am determined better grades this up incoming year.
Summer 2008 i FINALLY got my LINCENSE! lmao and will be getting my car TOMORROW...yay im so excited!
im so ready for 2009 because i'm definetly will be making some changes.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Experience
Joy...until we face sorrow.
Faith...until it is tested.
Peace...until faced with conflict.
Trust...until we are betrayed.
Love...until it is lost.
Hope...until confronted with doubts.
Then when faced with these things, we arrive at a place deeper than mental understanding.
It is a place called experience.
Experience then brings knowing......and we come to know joy, faith, peace, trust, love, and hope beyond all doubt.
Then we can share these blessings as the most valuable gifts we have to give.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
this man is so fucked up but the shit is Hilarious! lmao
LMAO!!!!!
LOL!!!
ROFL!!!
HAHAHA!!!
"settle down settle down"
"hola beaners"
SMH...this man...
Friday, June 13, 2008
He is a Free Man! Ha!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
WoW...wtf is your PROBLEM?
i have never in my life met anyone so selfish, spoiled, jealous in my life until i met you. you getting mad over something so MEANINGLESS is so fucking retarded. i have always been there for you through everything. you did me so wrong twice now, and i highly doubt that it will be a third time. you call yourself my best friend and you throw a fit over something so stupid? i always forgave you! i forgave you for the time you ditched me at my on dinner party and i forgave you for this Saturday. but i know what kind of person you are now i guess. and you think that because i don't have a car i use you...that is a NO NO sweetie. i DERESHA A. RICHARDSON do NOT rely or depend on anybody. i survived 19 years on my own with no car. i have NEVER asked you for anything. but when i did ride with you somewhere i ALWAYS offered to buy you gas, i would put 20 to 30$ in your tank alone. i don't see anyone else putting in on your gas BUT ME. but if that's how you feel, and you feel that i use you just because you have a car that is so SAD. Another thing, you got mad at the fact that i hung out with another friend of mine on the day we planned to go to six flags, well that isn't my fault! i called you all Friday i aimed and texted you and you didn't respond. i even waited around that Saturday for you to call to either say we are going or we are not...i wouldn't had mined if you were to tell me you didn't want to go anymore, but you should have told me something but you didn't. so i decided to go out with someone else, because i refuse to sit in my house on a SATURDAY a day i don't have to work. and you mentioned that i never invite you to tag along with my other friends...well maybe its because i DO NOT have a car and maybe because IT'S NOT MY CAR to just invite you into someone elses car if you don't even know each other. i wouldn't have mind if i had a car, because i would go pick up everyone but since i don't then i cant do that. AND YOUR MAD AT WHAT NOW? Is it because i have other friends? Is it because i like to hang out with other people? Is it because I'm not "relying" on you to take me anywhere (because that's not the 1st time you ditched me)? YOUR MAD FOR NO REASON AT ALL!!! and the way your acting now is going to lead you into not having any friends at all, that's the harsh reality.
Confessions of ME!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Time for a celebration!
it feels so good to be done with school and finals. i finished my black psychology paper, passed all my classes, and aced my spanish final. :D
now it is time to celebrate and get my summer started...yay! FINALLY
im suprised how fast my first year of college flew by.
i am so ready for next year...and i will do WAY better next year than this year!!!!!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
yay but nay
Friday, May 16, 2008
ewww Gross
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Emotional Break
-boy drama
-stupid rat mouth little girl drama
-22nd anniversary of my Granny's death
-dealing with STUPID co-workers i can't stand
-the stress of school
just an emotional wreck this week...ive never thought i would ever get this emotional again but all the things that has been goin on in my life reminded me of my past which caused me to have an emotional break down...but im fine now
i think i want to write a book now...i feel like if i could write this all in a Blog then i could write it in a book...call it the Confessions of Me
Friday, May 9, 2008
Why?
Confessions of ME
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Confessions Part 2
Confessions of Me
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
My letter to you
I've went through so much shit growing up and being able to trust guys PERIOD. Shit happened in my life that only one of my bestfriends know about (1 out of 8 of my bestfriends). But I don't blame you for anything...we live and we learn and I just want to learn where I went wrong!I know that you are going through a lot right now. I understand your young and everyone has these imoments in life. I Do understand how it is to be hurt. I understand how it is to feel not wanted. I know how it feels to lose a bestfriend. I know it is to be angry, upset, mad, and pissed off to the point where you just don't give a FUCK. I KNOW and UNDERSTAND! But you saying fuck everything and everyone is not worth it. Honestly yea your mom may have kicked you out, but yet she is still there to support you. Yes you and your dad don't get along to well and yall fight everyday, but at least he was man enough to take you in. My dad has has never been there for me! He hurt me as a child mentally and physically! I haven't heard from him in years. He has NEVER done anything to help me nor my brother or sister. At one point of my life I was homeless for about 2 months moving from house to house. I will HATE my father for NEVER being there, doing what he did to me, and not being a father! Your parents tell you things so you won't make the same mistakes they made, and yes you might not make them but they are not just telling you to get on your nerves they are telling you so you can be a BETTER person than what they are, that's their job as parents to protect you and do what's best for you. And yet you may not understand this now but later will understand. I mean look on the brighter side at least you have both parents in your life when I only have my mom to be the mother and the father.
The Confessions of ME
**CRYING**
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Chocolate Rain? lmao
this is too funny
doesnt he look like Janet Jackson as penny when she was younger...lol on good times...lmao
Friday, April 18, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Thursday, April 10, 2008
A new beginning
He is my King and definetly treats me like his Queen. He is the guy i have always wanted he listens, respectful, caring, nice, knows and goes after what he wants, loving, puts his women first, outgoing, funny, down to earth, honest, and best of all we are like bestfriends. I feel like i could talk to him about any and everything. I havent smiled so much in a long time. He always knows the right things to make me smile. He is my heart!
watching those jaws drop
the look on his face was a KODAK moment. he was so suprised to see me looking like that, b/c he never saw me dressed like that before.
so i was nice and said hi and got in the car and he was yelling at me to come talk to him but i didnt have time for that. he lost out on his chance so o well
but his face was priceless...lol
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
uh yea...
oMgsh today was awesome! Ran into an old buddy. Talked for awhile, met new people, shopped, ate, simple but fun.
not much to talk about really so ima just end this post now. lol
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
My first Tattoo
i was at the tattoo shop from 12 to 5 because Kiy decided to get the biggest tattoo...sheesh...but i give her props because that was a long process without her crying...lol...and for her first tatt she went hard and got it big...lol
but anyway tatts are fun I'm thinking about what my next tatt will be...lol
Friday, March 21, 2008
I am so PROUD of myself
i was in class Tuesday and at the end of the class he told to class to stay he has the Essays to hand back...my heart dropped i was so scared because i felt that i bs'ed the whole essay but i guess i had some clue of what i was talking about....lol
so basically i have been celebrating since Tuesday...lol because when i go on spring break i will be writing another essay for that class...o jolly i cant wait (sad face) so basically I'm trying to have as much fun as possible.
AND YES I'M FINALLY GOING TO GET A TATTOO!!!! lol
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Superman
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Finally Finished!!!
im just glad im DONE
now i just hope i get a Decent grade on it
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Chris Brown bs. Omarion
i Love my Friends
Justin is the Best...I truly love this boy with all my heart. he is like my little brother. i never met anyone in my life that has ever made me laugh so hard in my life. We have so many fun times together. Its never boring when Justin is around. We've have so many adventures in the Beast Mobile...lol...times we almost died times we got lost etc. Justin is the BEST i really love him and he will be leaving me next year to go to college...i dont know what im going to do without him.
George and Darrell. These boys have always been there for me. Even though we may not agree on some things i still love them for the people they are. They will the Hottest rap duo (Supreme). Even though me and George fought like everyday i still had great/fun memories with him. I love him. Darrell is the Bestest.`I love him. i could talk to him about anything. I've knew anybody that i could stay on the phone with til 7am and talk about absolutely nothing (i dont really like talking on the phone). i will do anything for them.
I Really LOVE all my friends and I'm thankful to have them in my life!
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Häagen-Dazs Ice Cream Yum!!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
The Effects He Has on Me
Friday, February 22, 2008
Ugh Work...i hate work but LOVE money
Friends
I try my hardest to cope with your neediness of attention but it seems like that's not enough. I give you my advice/opinion when its needed and wanted...I've always been there for you but like i said it must not be enough. But i came to an Conclusion i guess your just not happy with yourself...idk maybe? But whatever it is i hope you come to your senses soon so our friendship and go back to normal b/c we've been friends for too long to just stop now.
I just want my OLD friend back!
My Favorite Quotes
"If our to loves be 1 thou love so alike that none could 2nd none can tie"-Tristan and Isoilde
"Money on ma mind/ money is a habit/ stay on the grind until money is automatic/ bitch i love money/ im a fuckin fanatic" -complements to Weezy F.
"Don't let your happening destroy your happines"
"I must be one important person for my name to steadily come out your mouth"
"I love it I need more haters in my life because all it does is motivate me to do more things for you to hate on"
"NO! BlaCk SPOTS" lol (insider) stupid lady
"You are clearly a PsyCho that is filled with MooD SwiNgs"
"Damn lil WhoAdy" lmao (insider)
"LoVe me or HaTe me it's StiLL ObeSSion"
Feb. 22. 2008
Feb.22.08n i s an important day b/c ive started my new life, and not b/c i made a blog. Today i've learned to leave the past in the past and pursue the future. I was talking to a new friend of mine and he was telling me i should focus on me and what i want instead of trying to fulfil someone elses happiness when im not fulfiled. But i honestly think im starting to fall for this guy. He always seems to say the right things to make me feel better. He is so nice, smart, and such a gentleman. He is a guy ive never met until now. At first i was kind of hesitate about talking to him b/c i felt i wasnt ready b/c i was letting my PAST stop me from my future, but i think that all changed today. I might just give my new friend a chance.